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I had resurfaced once again to examine the "cream of the crop" within the site domain, seeing the automatic login option for my previous and naively great account. I had become tired of seeing the name. It dreaded me constantly.
It would remind me of the following events that have been enclosed in low detail:
When I used the account, I was very new to social activity within the Internet and thusly did not appreciate much. I was scared; I wasn't used to the perverse jokes made beforehand in my life, I was quite fragile in mind, and I regretted many things done here. I would whine for a short moment about one's pornographic humor, not understanding what had occurred due to my blinding by visual perversity. But I was arguably warned, being... so... stupid.... it was so long back... I hate myself from that time, and then I recall that I am not that person. I am the me from right now, and I will and can never stoop to the stupidity of my earlier self. I left that time and I was lucky never to be noticed at all.
So it was that as of a fortnight or two ago, I concluded to help ease my pain by creating a new account. But of course, starting over will not do anything to me, I will continue to learn and never learn until I cannot do it anymore. But what else could I do? Go outside? Get a life? No. I can't get a life at this moment. I likely never will, but I want to enjoy not having a life first, so that I may carry my life with pride when I obtain the potential to proceed and succeed.
And so I am using this account.
Now to a new and recent topic:
Among certain characters of this domain and elsewhere, I have a special despise of Kira. Mainly because she has a fuckin'... death note or whatever, but that jokes old, only she would make a joke like that unless it was about her but nonetheless similar to the unapproved humor.
Her humor- it can be ashamed of, but in a strange way. Unfortunately I must take examples from her collaboration with Mr. Kirbopher, Brawl Taunts, where all the jokes made were, for some reason mentioned for the first time, while unoriginal and obvious at the same moment. As though one had already pictured such jokes in their mind, they would either recall the joke and laugh that one would agree and laugh or just hate the flash for being so childishly obvious. I respect Kirbopher despite his agreements to join with her for the sake of likely humor being established. Unfortunately, he was wrong.
But dear Rina-Chan's humor is not what I would like to describe, as it has likely been labeled as so by others. I would like to talk about her voluntary agreement with another animator to establish something similar to Brawl Taunts but "more structured," this so called "Street Fighter Club" which not only concerned my to many levels, but at the same time made me comment. My first comment was short and rude intentionally, and upon a later revisit, I had decided to add another mention of GuitarmasterX7's foiling of her already dropping (in certain aspects) reputation; but as I continued, I realized that it would be no use to throw it upon her, as she has obtained such comments hundredfold, I'm sure. In fact, I had noticed another comment complaining about her over the one I made, but the poster had made the naive mistake I had originally did back then. Yes, some things here are trash, but there is nothing wrong with a very amusing flash put on the frontpage of this site to celebrate Left 4 Dead 2 (Which for no reason at all I would like to refer that I pre ordered the game, very good I might add), and an animation of audio made about a year beforehand. But that's just me defending what I like.
Anyway, I began to understand that dear, oh dear, sweet, and unknowing dear Kira hasn't learned anything- left in the cold, likely in terrible depression for all we could suppose (or not) and continues to baffle multiple communities. Her social development has slowed so much that it is nearly a complete pause. She has put herself in a position where she is trapped and can no longer move in her free will. The openable hatch at the end of her submarine is confined in the rest of the darkness within her vision. She cannot find it alone, I realized. I originally laughed at her and her effortless struggle, or I should say efforts to struggle, but now thinking about her position makes me nearly shed a tear. I am never the weeping type, so this was a rare sympathy that I knew would return when I should one day meet someone with a similar situation.
But I can't defend her. I would find myself in that submarine in another region, unable to find the hatch for her. All I can do is tell her straight forward that she has incredible potential, but low quality talent. It's not encouragement I plan to give her, it's a note saying, "please, act" and take my leave.
I have other important things to take note of.
Do something for me so I can do something for myself,
The Pie Translator.
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